spent my night with kakak yati and her SEPHORA WOMEN. the dresscode was all in black and in redlipstick..HOT! sexxaaayyy. awesome times with them;get loose.there were not much crowd and guys too.ure getting in bad influence with new people and what makes u change tremendously...kak kid tell me her stories of her ex who make up stories to ruin other's people relationship just because he was not satisfied. he has been with kak kid for six years.some people asked her why she can still bear with him for the long period. she just say that he was not like that and after they break up, she can see his real true colours.my position, was because he say they ruin our relationship.. do some humans being still exist? you can talk to ur loves one, though counting the days to ur trial, we tend to enjoy just to forget the problems. u are suffering yourself rather then you makes the best of it. ure still young and ns will come. He has so MUCH baggage at a tender age. True frens will undestand and move along with you.

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have a appoinment with yan later at CUSCADEN 7pm..and the next day, paaarty at STJAMES after work with yati and her working collegues. i cant wait for fun to begin ((:

emilia answered the question right. 100 points for u.heheh.
what i am obssessed in right now.. is to paarty. a paartyhead.
but normally spend my times with my aunt and girlfriends. period.
im not there to drink and get high neither to dance with guys.stewpit..
bestie, khairun tell me you can find a guy who is not a paartyhead.
on a FRIDAY NIGHT, dinner with my two girls, eefa and eileen. proceed to cuppage for karoke to meet yati. she tell me the song aku maseh sayang by ST12 till fazli and her get hook by the song.on wednesday, i went with this guy(name should not be mentioned here due to some misunderstanding)..he was looking forward to it until he has to make his way back home.naseb ade motor..hope to meet him again this monday ((: bump into emilia and her bfies. they are damn cute!!! love to dance with emilia. she is the best. damn abang was not there, text merepek.. haiyoo. saya mahu ketok kepala dia. come dance with me and u will fall for me.

that is aftab, ramses' bestfriends. hehhehe he is funny.
meet up with my bestie, and yati the day before. i miss them and having a date,cant wait to watch movie with yati<3. after that proceed to meet another girlfriend, we talk about alot of stuffs. she;eight month of being single.. and to think of it, when can my fairytales be like aziera and my besties. suweet thoughts; eg handmade cards, treating each other even though they are busy. its the thought that counts.they wait for each other for like what eight years? so looking happy together. oh gosh,i know how some people feel,using a person..kak siti wants to matchmake me with her friends but not interested in guys,it like soo awkward.i dont want to used any guys but maybe im force too right now. it painstaking, he is having a fun new time with gf,friends..he is having a goood time. so much friendship 16months. sooo soooo im moving on with the help of going out, have an outing with my girlfriends and outings with the close guyfriends that i used to meet up, their nonsensical.one of them comment that i look really different now.. and not chubby, cute,sexaaay..heheh suke suke.but then i gootta to make new changes which i never done before.more activites! ((:

talking about work.it is soo embarssing when a pax just randomly took pictures of you and not some other staffs. he is just a priority pax and we were standing outside to say goodbye to the cathay pax. my supervisor and the cathay ambassador was there.my supervisor had a conversation with him, mistake him to be the cathay pax. since we are shared airlines lounge. he took out his camera and i thought that he wants to keep a good memories of the place. instead, he just snap. mangkuk ay.i want to run away...luckily, he did not manage to take pictures with me.maybe just random i dont mind at all. ((: my supervisor can be cheeky at times. she teased Gula, the MK airlines rep. she said" when are you going to married?" he said" waiting for aisyah. where is she? and how old is she?" she said" she is twenty." Gula replied, " that's is great." i was not there, and kak siti told me and mentel laughed. pantat betol..

ooh it just random.HAAAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAMSES. & happy 20th birthday to apul. ((:

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afieq. he take cares all the girls there. eileen's friend.
he's not my types.period.




im sick and im losing my voice. haiyoo. mentel disturb me at work.it was halloween's night on a saturday! wooohooo.. eileen ajak go paarty at SOHO with eefa, maz, amalia, mentel, ashlee and her 2 matsalleh guy which is her pax.bumped into apul's sister and her bfies. we dance together,it was an awkward moment for me to dance in front of his sister,again bumped into my sec guyfren azim & izuan. the night was totally fun. entertaining eileen,eefa, mentel, ashlee, apul sis.im missing some other gfies. where is kish and bella. i want prettyboys. ((:

i cant wait to meet my besties notorious brother this tuesday && happy 19month anniversary to you both tomorrow.

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it been two days, im free from work! i have to be strong even without her my side; so many problems. family, my future, money,happiness and not forgetting an irritating bugger.how i wish i can fly to sanfrancisco right now and take a breather. back at work, we improve and scored the second in customer service,a pat on the back for the hard work, yeah yeah. mengatal dengan pax. yesterday was the night, outing with eileen and eefa not forgetting eileen's friends.they talk about zoukout.i will only with be with girls only, shoopping with eefa having girl's talk and not ready for a guy right now,i can find in men's supermarket,if i want to. tomorrow is saturday! i cant wait after work ((: tata asked me out for halloween paarty before but i could not make it, and eileen jom2!! with ur friends.

i had dinner with aunty Julie, auntie Aini, auntie Mariam and also auntie Wa2 at the long beach restuarant. the place is just nearby to the wakeboarding. flashback of the memories when we walked the whole stretch of road though it is going to be midnight. he consumed too much chocolate muffins. luckily he did not farted; the smell would not have go away. anyway.. back to Sondi's house, auntie wa2 advice me to stayover at Sondi's place. Auntie Wa2 asked me why u want to meet her? i tell her what is the conversation between the both of us.. and when she heard that she said no outsiders is allowed and that girls has to respect my family. even though u both are together, if u both are already GROWN UP, why cant u both meet else where or u need a lift in pram. since she thought that you want to talk to her with that girl, you should call her cell phone instead and don't waste her time.

today,the rest of the family gathers to send auntie Wa2 back home. we had lunch at Earl Swensen. we sit around and mentel was there to meet me. we are supposed to go town with eileen too. while having conversation on the phone.. auntie Wa2 thought him. she is not hating you but she dont like it when that girl has the brain to think, that she is just an outsiders.you had talk to my auntie,she make it clear to you. im counting the days since that sunday.. till two weeks time, or my auntie will run after you.
im waiting for auntie thia back fom milan on sunday. ((:
hug auntie wa2 tight and her last word, do remember what i said to you. we had this close bond and i treat her like my mother.

i know you inside out.i know your dirty little secrets and there's more.
believe & trust me. im zipping my mouth. knowing what u are looking for in a person.
will help to mend your ways and let the people around you to love you of who u are and not looking at beauty,its the inside and not outside. there is a first, second and last chance.

auntie wa2 is flying back to san fransico this wednesday. her flight is at 515pm.. how times flies fast in just one month.
im soo going to miss her, and auntie thia is coming back from Milan.
amyone going zoukout?

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FRIDAY & SATURDAY, PARTY.(:
well im not supposed to cause i feel guilty cause of him and myauntie.
but the other party can do it and confession and why cant i. i got sinfullittlesecrets.(just jokiing noo way i dont hve)
i know my bf situatn and tell her "fun is not happening when ur happiness is not there even u with gf, and u feel secure with him.

faridah"aku suggest we just need to be patience je dgn our loved ones.lagi pon kite ngn dorg relationship pon da 1 yr plus.wasted nk start all over.kau nk kene tnggu je"

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paarrty like a rockstar(:

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&& GOSSIP GIRLS